May 14, 2012
Today is a 5 yeah anniversary of me and eS. And even though it's "just" 5 years of the friendship, I've known the bitch for 9 years already (hated her the first 4 years) and I feel like I've known her for a much longer time than just 5 years. Well, maybe that's because we have been spending the whole weekend together during the school year and every day when we had holidays. There is no other person I would have more shared memories than I have with her. From the simplest things, to the best days of my life - she has always been there. We have had so many ups and downs, so many fights, so many huge arguments - and I don't even want to think of that horrible half a year after she came back from the US (and also the time she was in the US). But we still stayed together. 
I actually believe that there are just a very few people in the world who have a relationship quite like we do. And I don't think there is anyone who fully understands the way we are together - and even if we would try explaining, it would have no use. 
I can't even say how thankful I am to have found such a person, my other half, someone I could spend the rest of my life with (well, too bad that we can't have children together, damn it!). Someone who gets me so much. Someone I can love as much as I love her. Someone I would do anything for. She is my everything. And I could go on and on about everything I love her for and appreciate her for, about everything we have been though together - but we both know that very well and it would take hours and hours, post after post to write it all. Actually, I think it would be impossible, to kind of .. write everything. 
So .. 5 long years are behind us, at least 60 more to go, bitch! 

PS: eS, appreciate me not being sarcastic and ironic in this article, you have no idea how much I had to fight myself not to write any of the stuff that came into my mind after every damn sentence I wrote.


  1. I appreciate how very pretty I look in all the pictures you posted here. Good job choosing them, really.
    And I'm glad I don't have a blog, so i don't have to write this kind of articles and you do it for me.
    And I appreciate having you in my life ♥

  2. das bild in der mitte ist so süß:)

  3. ahaha, to je typický, první nenávist, pak bff :))

  4. Oh, so sweet, I have a friend like this for 12 years now :).

  5. Der Text ist so toll!! Du kannst wirklich froh sein, so eine Freundin zu haben.. :-)


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